The Doctor's Office

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~* The Doctor's Office *~

Cara Andovea

Cold, shivering, hot, sweating each came and went as Cara was forced to remain awake as her eyes where still dilated and she had been slipping in and out of being awake and alseep which had been going on for hours now which could spell death she let herself drift.
She had a neck brace around her neck so she was unable to move her head an I.V in her arm and a nurse on her bed keeping an eye on her as it seemed no one else was there.
She hadn't said much the whole while she was here only said what needed to be said so the doctors could help in fixing her. Her sight was still fading in and out her left eye worse then the other for that was the side she had hit.

They had taken her for a head scan found that she had hit her head harder then anyone had first thought but the way she was now with fevers going up and down and in her weakened state going under the knife now would kill her.

In her hand she held her locket thinking that she would join her family soon though no one had said so.

They tried to force her to eat but she just kept bringing it up all she wanted to do was sleep.

A mask was over her face to help her breath hooked up to machines that clicked and hummed as a bag full of blood went back into her for her head had gone on bleeding.

She tried to move but to none did it work.

"Please Cara you have to remain still and rest without going to sleep." The nurse watching over her said.

She wanted to protest but she was so tired one second feeling like she was still asleep in the snow the other second flet like she was lying right under the sun.

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Eric Pederson

It had been Eric's first day at work since he'd rescued Cara in the cemetary. Though the night preceeding the events had been extremely difficult for him the following day he'd spent with Lorel relaxing in the sun had been albsolutely the opposite. He'd never spent so much time in such a blissful state. Laying aroudn with her in his arms, kissing her passionately, and holding her close to him, enjoying the warmth of his body against his. He now wore a simple khaki polo shirt with long sleeves. He hadn't worked today either only because Lorel hadn't seemed to be feeling that well that morning so he'd stayed home... knowing he wouldn't be able to concentrate if he'd gone to work.

That was when he'd recieved a call from the Opera House Dr. Office and at first both he and Lorel had feared that they were going to tell them that they'd found something wrong with the baby based off her last ultrasound and Eric had momentarily been relieved after they'd assured him that nothing was wrong with the baby... in fact the call had nothing to do with Lorel. Then his curiousity overtook him and he finally asked what it was about then, giving a look to Lorel that told her it had nothing to do with the baby.

"Mr. Pederson... its a young ballerina that was brought in this mornign... she hit her head a few days ago and its worse then anyone originally thought... she's not doing well and she's been asking for you..." the woman on the phone had told him and Eric had felt all the color drain from his face as he thanked the woman and assured her that he would be right there. He hadn't given much of an explanation to Lorel... he couldn't find it in him to do so and he'd kissed her briefly on the cheek and then left... telling her he'd explain things later.

He strode into the waiting room now and a nurse imediately approached him. "this way Mr. Pederson..." she said, obviously they knew he was and the situation was a grave one for he knew that normally visitors had to wait a while. "She's awake now... but we don't know how long that will last..." the nurse told him and Eric nodded as they entered the room. He felt as if his heart was being twisted and then then torn apart strip by strip, seeing Cara in such a condition... hoooked up to all those machines. He approached her warily and sat on the edge of her bed. "Cara.." he whispered, softly as he reached for her hand and covered hers with his. "It's Eric... can you hear me?" he asked in a gentle tone, hoping she woudl talk to him this time.

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Cara Andovea

The slow rise and fall of her chest where everything now the doctors hoping to find a steady beat which didn't seem to show any signs of coming for each one was laboured and shallow even with the help of the mask.

She knew that the doctors and nurses where keeping something from her and it was because of this she asked for Eric a friend who would tell her start along with the fact she hated being alone in a hospital for reasons still unknown to anyone else.

It was only when a second nurses foot steeps come into the room that she worried even more she didn't want more needles she hated the dame things with a passion she didn't want another blood test and more then she didn't want those things she didn't want to be moved of have another set of nurses eyes upon her.

It was only when she felt part of her bed go down that she knew it wasn't a nurse but someone else though she couldn't for the life of her think who.

"Cara.."

A whispered voice one that took her hand gently as an all to well known fire tingle shoot up from it.

"It's Eric... can you hear me?"

Trying to turn her head she only just court sight of him.

"Eric" she said on whispered breath the very name a struggle. "I f..f..feel so strange."

She wanted to wrap her fingers around his hand never to let him go but all she could manage to do was make her smallest finger move the tiniest of inches.

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Eric Pederson

As he sat beside Cara he remembered the day Lizzy had died all to well. It was no longer Cara lying int he bed, but his little baby sister... his Lizzy. He'd takne her hand just as he took Cara's now and she'd called his name weakly, just as Cara did now. He called her name once to try and bring her out of her daze and he was gald with both of the nurses left the room... leaving him alone wtih the young girl. She moaned slightly when he called her anme and he was relieved to find that she atleast responding to him.

He asked if she coudl hear him and he was glad when he saw her mouth trying to form words. "Eric" she said on whispered breath the very name a struggle and he wanted to shush her but he knew there was nothing he woudl be able to do if she was intent on speaking to him. "I f..f..feel so strange." she whispered and he sighed. "I guess you hit your head harder then anyone thought... the doctors and nurses are doing their best to help you.." he muttered, then looking down at his hand resting over hers he sighed. "Cara.. I'm sorry about the other night... but what I said... I meant it... your my friend... but we can never be anything more then that..."

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Cara Andovea

She heard the two nurses leave but heard the whispers that one gave.

"Eric don't let her fall alseep"

Why, why couldn't she close her eyes and rest?

She knew lying here like this must of gotten to him and it was to her it seemed that no sooner had Lorel gotten out then he was back in this time over herself.

It was then that she heard him sigh.

"I guess you hit your head harder then anyone thought... the doctors and nurses are doing their best to help you.."

She laughed a little at that chocking on it as she did so but became alright again her lip trembling.

"Guess that explains why they haven't left me alone even for a second since I got here" she whispered.

The nurses had tried to keep her talking but she hadn't wanted to and now with Eric here she found the words weren't just there as a way of knowing if she was still alright or not.

"Cara.. I'm sorry about the other night... but what I said... I meant it... your my friend... but we can never be anything more then that..."

A look of question came about her face as she looked at him his hand still holding hers.

"What are you talking about? I haven't spoken to anyone since I ran away an..an you love Lorel beat on my life you plan on making her your bride. Know that she won't say no."

To that she smiled though it hurt to say the words in more ways then one.

"All I want is to sleep. Eric I feel like they are keeping something f...f..from me."

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Eric Pederson

Eric didn't want to do anything that he knew would cause her pain. But he had to make ti clear to her that they weren't meant to be together. The sooner she realized this the sooner she would be able to move on and find true happiness in the person she was meant to be with. He hoped just hoped that Lorel had been right in what she said, that it would pass in time and she woudl find the one that ws meant for her and when she did she would realize that what she felt for Eric was only a crush... that she had not been in love with him... but at the moment that possiblity seemed so bleak... so far away... while she laid on the hostpital bed... on the brink of death.

"Guess that explains why they haven't left me alone even for a second since I got here" she said weakly in reply to him telling her that she'd hit her head harder then anyone had thought. He smiled weakly and continued to hold on to her hand. He didn't want her to get the idea that he cared mroe then just a friend but at the moment thoughts of doing something foolish was forgotten as she began to choke when she laughed. Eric fidgeted slightly, knowing there was nothing he could do but desperately wishing there was.

"What are you talking about? I haven't spoken to anyone since I ran away an..an you love Lorel bet on my life you plan on making her your bride. Know that she won't say no." Eric's mouth formed into a thin line as he looked away from her. He'd thought about it yes... actaully planned on it. But Cara had no way to know that Lorel wouldn't say no... he was preparing himself for anything... ready for rejection at any moment.. but at the same time he was reveling in evry moment he spent with Lorel... unable to imagine his life without her by his side. Eric turned his gaze back to her and sighed. "That's not the point here Cara..." he said simply as he looked at her helplessly, since she knew that he planned on proposing to Lorel did that mean she could accept it? That she realized they weren't supposed to be together?

"All I want is to sleep. Eric I feel like they are keeping something f...f..from me." she muttered weakly andt his ERic stood up and move closer so he was sitting right next to her head. He stroked her hair for a moment trying ot think of what to say. "Cara... you can't sleep..." he told her and then wtih a sigh he continued. "The doctors are afraid that if you do you... you may not wake up..." he maanged as he tried not to let her show how concerned he truly was... he didn't want her to get the wrong idea... he couldn't mislead her... he'd already decided on that.

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Cara Andovea

His hand just him being here cheered her up but she couldn't help but see the mix of looks that played upon his face.

She knew he cared about her saw her as his sister there where even times when she thought he would slip and even call her Lizzy stead of Cara but as of yet he hadn't.

She also couldn't help but notice the thin line that came to his face as they talked about Lorel.

"That's not the point here Cara..."

He was saying then what was the point she wanted to know. Did he really think she'd come between them that Lorel had something to fear? Had she ever done anything to imply that? She didn't think so though it killed her sometimes. Eric felt like family, he was the closet friend she ever had and then some and so trying to look him in the eye she said:

"Eric I know you and Lorel are meant to be together. Any fool can see that and one day your going to be a wonderful husband and a great father and Lorel will bring you the happens you've always wanted. Your muim beatha dan's but you can't help who you love."

She blinked her eyes then finding them both heavy and hard to reopen.

"As long as you're happy and we can remain best friends that's all I want."

"All I want is to sleep. Eric I feel like they are keeping something f...f..from me."

As she said those words he stood only to sit down right beside her running his fingers through her hair and she couldn't help but give off a weak smile.

"Cara... you can't sleep..."

But why? No one had told her why and then finally:

"The doctors are afraid that if you do you... you may not wake up..."

"They think I'm going to die if I go to sleep?" she asked a few tears forming in her eyes.

As he ran his fingers through the twists and curls of her hair she gently heard his finger tips run over the chain of her locket as well.

"Eric if I die I want you to have my locket it the most meaningful thing to me and I can't stand the thought of it being sold or buried with me. I know that it may be hard for you your sister but... well you promise me you'll look after it?"

It was then something else come to her mind and glancing at him she didn't know if she should dare ask him or not.

"Eric w...w" she bite her lip not a good idea for the shortness of breath only made the heart monitor jump. "I've waited my whole life to be kissed and now I may never find the person that truly is meant to shear that first kiss. Eric I know you couldn't ever love me that way but if I promise to say hi to Lizzy if I do die would you promise to kiss me before I go?"

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Eric Pederson

He did not want to argue with her or upset her. He knew it wouldn't be good for her to stress her out like that. He didn't want this to hurt her... the fact that he was planning on marrying Lorel sholdn't hurt anyone... especially her. Which was why he wanted to make sure she realzied that they were just firneds he looked at he like a sister, noting more, noting less. When he tried ot explain to her that the fact he was marrying Lorel wasn't the point... that even if he wasn't in any kind of romantic relatipnship his feelings for her would still be platonic... the exact same as what they were now.

She blinked a few times and he could tell her eyes were growing heavy but he knew there was nothing he could do. "Eric I know you and Lorel are meant to be together. Any fool can see that and one day your going to be a wonderful husband and a great father and Lorel will bring you the happens you've always wanted. Your muim beatha dan's but you can't help who you love." Her eyelids seemed to grow even heavier as they began to dropp over he eyes and he wishe dthere was somthing he could do to keep her withh him... to not let her slip away from him... "As long as you're happy and we can remain best friends that's all I want." Eric smiled at this and nodded. "I'd like that..." he assured her, a psuedo smile on his lips as he stared down at her as she struggled to keep conscious.

She told him that all she wante dot do was sleep and it was very obvious... she didnt' have to say how badly she wanted just that. "They think I'm going to die if I go to sleep?" she aske dand Eric bit his lip, nodding mutely... he would not lie to her... like everyone else... that much he couldn't do. As he ran his hands through her hair he felt his fingertips brush the chain of her locket and he pulled his hand away quickly, as if the chain had burned him. "Eric if I die I want you to have my locket it the most meaningful thing to me and I can't stand the thought of it being sold or buried with me. I know that it may be hard for you your sister but... well you promise me you'll look after it?" Eric sighed.. he didn't want to answer... he wanted ot tell her that she was oging to live... that she wouldn't have to give her locket to him... that she would keep it for a long time... but he couldn't... becausse he knew taht would be lying.

After much internal conflict his mouth turned down into a frown and he glared at the ground for a moment as he brooded over what to say to her. "Cara..." he began tentatively, trying to think of what to say to her. "I will... I promise..." he finally said... he wouldn't get her hopes up and tell her she was going to live because that chance was extremely slim. When she glanced at him he saw something in her eyes that he'd never seen when she'd looked at him. Fear. What was she afraid of... was she afraid that he would be angry with her for something?

Finally she spoke. "Eric w...w" she bit her lip as the monitor that tracked her heart skipped a beat and he glanced at momentarily in concern before turningh is gaze fully back on her. "I've waited my whole life to be kissed and now I may never find the person that truly is meant to share that first kiss. Eric I know you couldn't ever love me that way but if I promise to say hi to Lizzy if I do die would you promise to kiss me before I go?" Eric looked in shock at her. Was she really asking this of him? How coudl he possibly kiss a girl tha was almost exactly nine years younger then him? It was absurd... she was like a sister to him... to kiss her... would just be wrong!

Yet as he looked at her now, so helpless, so close to the brink of death. he recalled what the nurse had said to him on the phone. "We're pretty sure she won't make it through the night... the woman had said and looking at her now he realized he would do it... because he cared for her... he wanted to do whatever she wished in her last few moments with the living. Carefully he crouched down so he was at eye level with her and he brushed a strand of hair off her cheek carefully. Slowly he leaned forward and let his lips brush against hers... in a gentle kiss.

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Cara Andovea

Cara could feel herself slipping, tried with all her might to keep her eyes open and her breathing steady. There was something about the way she was feeling now that felt different something almost surreal as tingles of lightness watched over her until she really couldn't feel her body.

As for Eric his face continued to be mixed worry, concern along with so much more as if he was fighting himself not sure what to say to her which had never been a problem before.

"Cara..."

The way he said her name seemed to pain him and she had no real idea as to why. Still she wanted for his answer as his hand brushed over her cheek.

"I will... I promise..."

"Thank you" she whispered his answer putting her at ease though she couldn't imagine being without it.

It was then that she asked him to kiss her. She somehow knew that he never would but still she could only hope. Just one kiss before she died and somehow she knew she was though she wouldn't say it.

She watched him as he came closer somehow feeling as though he would be the last thing she ever saw his touch the last she ever felt. His fingers brushed along her cheek as she moved a curl and then slowly as her eyes closed she felt his lips upon hers. A gentle brush so soft, so gentle she smiled against it and then she was gone.

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Lorel James

Lorel had gotten a call from Eric just a few mintues before, letting her know that he was at the hospital with Cara. When she'd asked what had happened, he explained that it was most likely a complication of her having nearly frozen to death in the snow. He sounded so anxious and upset...like he didn't expect Cara to make it for much longer. Lorel knew how much Cara meant to him and that losing Cara would be like losing Lizzy all over again. There really wasn't anything she could do for the younger girl now, but she could definately be there for Eric if something happened.

She drove to the hospital in a fairly big rush, hoping against hope that she would end up getting there in time...She parked quickly and began racing up the steps, asking the nurse at the station which room Cara was in...because she was sure that Eric would be right there with her. Lorel wanted so badly to hug him and kiss his lips...to let him know that she would be there for him no matter what happened. She opened the door to Cara's room, biting her lip hard to keep from crying out at what she saw...Eric lips were pressed against Cara's in a very tender kiss.

The image seemed to burn a deep hole in her heart and while she wanted desperately not to jump to conclusions until she had the full story, what else was she suppose to think, walking in on this. She watched the young girl's body go limp and she gasped in horror. It was then she realized that now was not the time to bring up the kiss. Perhaps some other time, but not now when it seemed a very young life had been taken from the world. Giving no indication that she'd seen the display of affection between them, she moved quickly over to Eric, putting her arms around him and holding him tight, letting him know she was there, knowing the grief that was sure to follow. "I'm here, Eric...I'm here..." she murmured softly, kissing his head and trying to get the burned image of the kiss between him and Cara out of her head.

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Eric Pederson

He felt Cara's body go limp... the monitor that tracked the beat of her heart was not longer beeping rythmatically but it seemed to by droning on mourfully... as if lamenting the death of the young that had now been taken. He felt tears stining his eyes as he stood up out of the crouch besides Cara's bed and stared down at the lifeless body of the young girl that had believed herself in love with him. His whole body felt extremely heavy and he had half a mind to walk over to the chair in the corner and let himself fall into it... but he couldn't begin to so much as twitch his fingers, let alone walk over to a chair.

He felt someone close to him and then he felt arms around him, familiar arms but his mind was to cluttered ot let him know who it was. He was no longer standing in a hostpital room in Paris but he was back in Glasglow, stanindg in the room his sisters had shared. It was no longer Cara's limp pale form in the bed but Lizzy's, her bandaged and managled body hidden by the light blue quilt that covered her. He leaned into the person that held him up as his legs gave out beneath him and convulsive sobs wracked his body, the tears didn't come but he couldn't find it in him to cry... for some reason he had no tears for the life that had been lost... because it was like losing his sister all over again.

"I'm here, Eric...I'm here..." the voice suddenly became recognizable and he leaned into Lorel, his head resting on her shoulder, kissing it briefly as the sobs continues to make his body tremble and he clung to her. "It was her request... she feared she would never get kissed... and she asked me to do it..." he spoke in a hoarse pained voice. "I couldn't deny her that Lorel... I coulldn't say no..." he said as he shook his head and continued sob... still no tears came... and he just hoped that lorel wouldn't know what he was taking about... that she hadn't seen him kiss Cara.

At that moment he heard a bunch of people enter the room and he was sure it was a bunch a of doctors and nurses. He wasn't sure who did it but someone helped him stand up and led both of them out of the room. The moment he was out of the room he leaned agaisnt the wall and slid down into a sitting position, shutting his eyes, trying to keep he memories from coming back to him but to no avail. He was eighteen again, standing in the hallways with Maggie burying her head in his leg as they waited for their mom and the doctor to come out. Finally the door opened and Eric's armed tightened around Maggie at the grave look on the doctors features. "I could've saved her..." he said a soft whisper as he stared at the gorund then looking up at Lorel. "I should've saved her... but I... I wasn't fast enough..." he shut his eyes and let his head fall back to rest against the wall, all he wanted was for Lorel to sit her with him.. to keep him sane.

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Cara Andovea

Gone life, gone breath and a face so pale it turned cold. Lips once pink from rose now turned an even darker blue for there was no rise and fall of a small chest not even a sight hint of one and why, why could she feel herself floating when there was a light that blinded her when she knew it couldn’t be real?

From around her she heard voices ones coming on a breeze from somewhere far away calling for the life that was lost? Was that it? Was she truly dead then after lightened kiss that was said to wake in fairy tails... still this wasn’t any fairy tail though the faces she now saw would make her beg to differ.

A face long gone seemed to come into shadow from light one that she feared she would never see again and then there was another a women Cara’s mother.

“Mum, Dad?” she asked in shock and surprise how could this be?

Looking from one to the other she saw the look of sadness and love on both her parents faces and oh how she longed to hug them though something held her back.

“What’s going on?” she asked in fear.

“Oh Cara, it’s so good to see you again but you’re not meant to be here. You have not yet lived a life deserving of you. Not yet have you known love as I know you’ve always wanted, not yet have you been proven to the word around you... daughter your life is not yet started.”

Looking at her father she couldn’t begin to understand what it was that he was talking about.

“But. You two are dead seeing you only means that I am to.”

Her mother only shock her head.

“Cara. You are loved and wanted here and on Earth your friends only prove that though some not it the way you thought. Child there is one with a message one that carries a chose Cara do you want to be here?”

To that Cara only shock her head.

“I want to wake up” was all the answer she could give.

“Cara you made a promise, there’s someone here who’d like to meet you”

It was when a small girl stepped out from behind her parents that Cara could tell start away who it was.

“Lizzy?”

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Lorel James

She was starting to worry the way he held so perfectly still and seemed to not be able to tear his gaze away from the younger girl's lifeless body. He looked positively horrified and the tears began to well up in those blue eyes she loved so much. Her arms tightened around him and at last he leaned into her embrace, resting his head on her shoulder with a brief kiss. His entire body shook as he clung to her. "It was her request... she feared she would never get kissed... and she asked me to do it...I couldn't deny her that Lorel... I coulldn't say no..." he said in a broken voice. Inwardly she winced as she remembered the kiss...probably much worse in her mind than it really had been. She shushed him gently, stroking his hair. "It doesn't matter right now...it doesn't matter..." she said in a rather emotionless voice, the only way she could think of to keep him from seeing the absolute agony she felt.

It didn't take long for the doctors and nurses to respond, ushering the two of them out of the room at as the began to work furiously to revive the young girl laying on the body. Eric slid down the wall to the floor, sitting there as he stared blankly at the ground. Carefully she moved to sit beside him, placing her hand against his arm in what she hoped to be a comforting gesutre. "I could've saved her...I should've saved her... but I... I wasn't fast enough..." Lorel moved to kneel in front of him and took his chin her hand, directing him to look her as to make sure she got the message across. "Eric...don't you dare say that. You did all you could. There wasn't anything else you could have done to help her. She just wasn't strong enough to fight it...it was her time and nothing you did could have stopped that," she said. "So don't blame yourself because without you she wouldn't have even lasted as long as she had...you kept her warm and got her to a hostpital and that was all anyone could have done." She kissed his forehead and briefly kissed his lips before meeting his gaze once more. "Do you understand me," she asked softly.

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Eric Pederson

He'd never felt so wieghed down with guilt, except for the months after Elizabeth's death he'd never been so stricken with grief that his mind couldn't form a coherent thought. Though the pain he now felt was nothing in comparison to the pain he'd felt when his sister had died over seven years ago he couldn't deny that he was suffering... more from guilt then anything else. If he'd gone to the cemetary first instead of everywhere else he would've reached her in time... he would've saved her.. he was absolutely sure of it... absolutely possotive of it. On top of that he wasn't sure if Lorel had seen their brief exchange, He'd kissed Cara... not out of love or affection for the girl but out of obligation... he had been doing her a favor... it had done nothing for him except put his mind at ease on the aspect that he'd given her what she wanted... on eveyr other ground it had completely unsettled him... including the facto concerning Lorel... he wanted to ask her if she'd seen anything... but he couldn't bring himself to.

He felt Lorel come and sit beside him as he sat in the waiting room, not even bothering with a chair because he knew that it would be pointless. He wouldn't be able to hold himself up in a chair and would probably end up on the floor anyway... might as well save some time. She rested her hand against his arm and he rested his hand over hers as he told her waht he'd been thinking. That he should've saved her... it had been his job... and he'd failed... and now she was paying the price for his failure. Lorel kneeledi n front of him and took his chin her hands, he met her gaze with his pained blue eyes... she had to understand... it was his fault... all hsi fault...

"Eric...don't you dare say that. You did all you could. There wasn't anything else you could have done to help her. She just wasn't strong enough to fight it...it was her time and nothing you did could have stopped that," Eric look at her, his eyes disbelieving and he even shook his head. He sighed as was about to voice his objections, claiming he could've done more to save her but Lorel interrupted him. "So don't blame yourself because without you she wouldn't have even lasted as long as she had...you kept her warm and got her to a hostpital and that was all anyone could have done." Eric shook his head again. "No Lorel... I could've done so much more... but I could've stayed with her and her patron at the cafe... made sure he did all he was supposed to but I left... because I wanted to see you..." hsi voice trailed off as he looked down at the ground, a new wave of guilt overtaking him.

She kissed his forehead briefly and then his lips and he felt even more guilty now. He'd given in to Cara's request... he'd kissed her... he hadn't stuck to his resolve and told her that he couldn't... that he wouldn't kiss her because he was in love wtih Lorel he wanted to marry her... but she knew that... and still she asked. Suddenly he felt oddly unhappy with the girl... why did she havet o put him in a situation like that? "Do you understand me," she asked and he nodded absently, for the first time agreeing with what she'd been saying. "The kiss met nothing Lorel..." he said, meeting her gaze with sincerity in his eyes. "In any other circumstance I would've denied her but I..." he exhaled slowly, now turning hsi gaze to his hands which he'd clenched into fist. "I can understand if you hate me right now... I hate myself too..." he said in a mere whisper as guilt continued to eat away at his soul... and send him spiraling into the depths of despair.

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Cara Andovea

"Lizzy?" she asked again unable to believe it she looked just like Eric had said she would shy and yet a gentle command about her.

"Your Eric's friend the one that reminds him of me."


Cara couldn't help but feel guilty there so she only nodded.

"It's okay really. I'm glad he told someone about me but can you do me a favour when you go back tell him I love him, that I will always be watching over him and to not blame himself it was no ones fault I know he blames himself thinks he could of saved me but it was my time." She paused "Tell him I'm happy for him, that he's kept my locket safe he was right you know. You and I would of been friends.

Once again Cara could only nod watching as Lizzy smiled and then faded her parents coming back into view.

"It's time to go, we love you Cara and no day we will be together again."

Before Cara could say anything she felt a jolt go start through her before everything went black feeling a strange shock as she heard more voice.

"Doctor we have a heart beat"