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Post by witch on Feb 5, 2012 0:58:41 GMT 10
They had been the words I had been waiting for ever since I made her the promise and something inside me snapped uopn hearing them. I had been trying for so long to get her to admit she felt somethign for me it took me a moment to really understand what she had asked.
However... steeping forward I pulled her in my lips meeting her with a hunger and passion that had been inside me since I had first seen her again standing in Charles drive way.
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Post by amaranthdestler on Feb 5, 2012 1:02:40 GMT 10
Bella was taken back, in slight shock by the need in his kiss. This was something, though she knew it was there with Edward, he never allowed her to feel for fear of losing himself and hurting her. She didn't need to worry about that with Jacob.
As she kissed him back, and wrapped her arms around his neck, Bella wondered if kisses with Jake would always be like this.
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Post by witch on Feb 5, 2012 1:05:30 GMT 10
I didn't want to stop but knew I had to so pulling back a little I let my forehead touch hers.
"I love you Bella" I told her the words a whisper.
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Post by amaranthdestler on Feb 5, 2012 1:06:43 GMT 10
"I... I think I love you too, Jake."
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Post by witch on Feb 5, 2012 1:10:54 GMT 10
"You think you love me?" I asked her looking into her eyes. "What changed Bella? Last I heard you wanted to... to... die"
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Post by amaranthdestler on Feb 5, 2012 1:13:31 GMT 10
"I don't know Jake. I thought that's still what I wanted. But I can't get you out of my head. I just need to try this. To try being with you, being human. I need to see if I could give him up willingly and still be happy with you."
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Post by witch on Feb 5, 2012 1:16:37 GMT 10
"And if you can't were does that leave me Bella. Watching him drain the life out of?" it was not a thought I wanted to face but one I had dreamed of over and over again making me hate the leech even more.
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Post by amaranthdestler on Feb 5, 2012 1:19:46 GMT 10
"I... I don't know Jake. But isn't it at least worth a try? Don't you at least want to try and see if I can do this?"
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Post by witch on Feb 5, 2012 1:23:06 GMT 10
"I have Bella remember? I saw you when he first left, you were...trying to hold yourself together literally"
I could still remember that. I remembered her holding her side pain clear on her face not even wanting me to say his name... not that I ever did.
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Post by amaranthdestler on Feb 5, 2012 1:25:29 GMT 10
"But this time it's different. This time it's my choice. I could go back to him if I really wanted. But I'm not with him, I'm here with you. You're the one up here in my room, not him. Doesn't that count for something?"
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Post by witch on Feb 5, 2012 1:29:28 GMT 10
"Sure, sure" I told her with a sigh running my hands through my hair. "I just... Bella Que Quowle"
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Post by amaranthdestler on Feb 5, 2012 1:37:31 GMT 10
"What does that mean? It's not the first time you've said that to me."
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Post by witch on Feb 5, 2012 9:12:28 GMT 10
"What do you think it means Bella? What have I ALWAYS said to you?" I asked her hoping she'd get it, understand.
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Post by amaranthdestler on Feb 5, 2012 14:30:38 GMT 10
Bella thought really hard for a few minutes. She thought back to everything she could remember Jake saying to her. "I... I'm sorry Jake. I don't remember." she finally replied. She knew her answer would upset him, but she honestly didn't know.
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Post by witch on Feb 5, 2012 14:32:52 GMT 10
"I guess I shouldn't be surprised" I told her brushing a lock of her hair aside before whispering into her ear. "It means what I've always wished you would do. It means stay with me forever"
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