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Post by ladyofmusic on Jun 28, 2013 2:57:37 GMT 10
Christine sighed softly as she packed the few bags she would need to stay at her brother Christian's home while her parents were away.
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Post by witch on Jun 28, 2013 3:05:46 GMT 10
The young Emma White waited slightly, brushing her dark long hair away from her eyes as her heart raced. No matter how far she'd come she always believed she'd let her Elly down. Slow drawing breathes she looked at herself in the mirror trying to see what he saw in her, beauty. Still to this very day she herself didn't see it just saw the scared eyes looking back at her from a part she'd never be able to forget.
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Post by ladyofmusic on Jun 28, 2013 3:08:06 GMT 10
"Knock knock" Christine said, smiling softly as she walked in and over to her, cuddling her close. "Why so scared sweet heart?" She asked, taking the brush from her gently as she took over brushing her friends hair
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Post by witch on Jun 28, 2013 3:12:44 GMT 10
She shivered slightly at her friends task still not used to people touching her somewhat like Christian Grey himself. Sighing and blinking Emma looked at her friend in the mirror. "Not scared, at least...no more then normal just... worried. Worried and wondering. Wondering what Elliot sees in me and worried that... one day he'll realize I'm nothing."
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Post by ladyofmusic on Jun 28, 2013 3:16:05 GMT 10
"Oh Emmy" she said, cuddling her close against as she snuffled her neck gently, looking at her with adoration in her eyes and smile. "He sees what we all see, a beautiful young woman filled with love and just wanting someone to give it to in return for some love in return. Which is what you have... You are not nothing sweetie"
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Post by witch on Jun 28, 2013 3:22:03 GMT 10
"But...I don't know how to love Chrissy. I mean, I try I want to learn but... I feel like... I feel like my father was right, that I'm not meant for love that I'm just there to be used and thrown away. I don't know how he feels about me in truth I mean he says he loves me but... I don't know enough about it to know if it's real or....if he just wants me because to him I'm some sort of toy."
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Post by ladyofmusic on Jun 28, 2013 4:57:55 GMT 10
"Emmy, you are the love of his life, he would never hurt you like that... Can't you see that?" She asked, laying her head upon hers, sighing softly. "He adores and worships you, anyone can see that" she said, rolling her eyes "could be worse, could be Christian you were with, an he shows no emotions"
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Post by witch on Jun 28, 2013 12:58:03 GMT 10
"I don't know." she answered truthfully. "I don't know if he'll hurt me or not, that's the problem. I've never had these sort of feelings before and I don't want to be worshiped.... I'm not worthy of that as for Christian...he's more open then you think. To me he wears his feelings clearly maybe....maybe I just know how to read them better I don't know but, he reminds me a little of myself"
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Post by ladyofmusic on Jun 28, 2013 13:00:17 GMT 10
"Well tough baby girl, cause my big brother loves, adores and worships you" she said, kissing her cheek. "As for Chris... Well, he just hates me in general so no surprise he doesn't tell me a thing... I bet he's only letting me stay with him because mum and dad made him somehow... You gonna be alright at Ellys though?"
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Post by witch on Jun 28, 2013 13:05:09 GMT 10
Emma sighed and finally turned facing her friend. "Maybe you're just pushing to much. If there's one thing I've learnt about Christian is that....he opens up in his own time and....he likes to be left alone so...the bet would no doubt be won already and I think we both know who'll win. As for staying with Elly...it's not like I haven't done it before but....I am a little nervouse that this time it will truly be just us."
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Post by ladyofmusic on Jun 28, 2013 13:08:08 GMT 10
"It ain't that simple Em, I ain't you. I ain't... Anything but a mistake which won't fuck off this planet and leave everyone in it well enough alone" she said, walking over to her friends bed, flopping back on it with a dramatic twirl. "Hell knows that's what Chris wants... An who can blame him..."
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Post by witch on Jun 28, 2013 13:13:02 GMT 10
"Then change, learn. I've had to and look where I started. I knew nothing about friends or....how to talk to people you....you're on the other end of the scale. You're a lot like Mia and look how much he loves her. Maybe.... maybe he's just as fearful as I am of opening up and losing the only person he's ever truly trusted."
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Post by ladyofmusic on Jun 28, 2013 13:15:51 GMT 10
"Please Emmy, he knew Mia when she was a baby, so of course he loves her... Who does not love Mia anyway... I love him Emma, but I love who I am too so... What the hell am I meant to do? Change who I am to win his heart, stay as I am and lose every chance of ever having him hold me the way Elliot holds you...."
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Post by witch on Jun 28, 2013 13:20:22 GMT 10
"I.....I don't know, y...you're asking the wrong person. I....I came into his life and he's alright with me maybe it's because he knows what you want from him. Maybe just try being a sister first and go from there. I don't know.... I wish I did I could talk to him for you but...." she sat herself down on the bed "You shouldn't change for anyone but yourself. I wish I had learnt that awhile ago then maybe I could have stood up to that guy in class"
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Post by ladyofmusic on Jun 28, 2013 13:23:07 GMT 10
"I'll try... Oh I have an idea, see how much of a git he is. I'll act the com... Well not the complete opposite of how I act now but a more... Tamed version of it, you know. So I'm more Victorian maiden then Vegas Show girl" she said, standing and as in her usual manner striking poses to go with her words
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